I take my camera with me everywhere. If I go to the store, my camera is in my bag.
Well, last night we went to the store and I decided not to bring my bag. We left the farm, got onto the main road and then passed over the big hill. It was cloudy yesterday (for the first time in over a month) and so the sunset was brilliant. From the hilltop we can see all the way to the coast where Table Mountain and Lion's Head Mountain break up Cape Town and its suburbs.
The sun was low and it was a flaming golden orange. I couldn't stop myself from looking directly at it because it literally looked like a round ball hanging in the sky. The clouds were orange with pink and crimson edges, and even the sky was a brilliant coral color. We've seen many beautiful sunsets here (as have you), but this one was different. The coast and the mountains were a deep hazy purple standing against the brilliance of the orange sky behind it. As we drove west, palm trees sprung up as black silhouettes against a spectacular African sunset.
I told Randy the reality that "I am in Africa" doesn't hit me hard until I look at sights like this and think about where I am on the globe. The novel Tarzan has always been one of my favorites and (because of that book)ever since I was a kid I've wondered about the mysterious west coast of Africa. I never thought I'd actually see a sunset in Africa, but here I am and there it is. How can I ever claim that God doesn't understand me or doesn't remember longings I had when I was 10 years old?
Psalm 139
O LORD, you have searched me
and YOU KNOW ME.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.
You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the FAR SIDE OF THE SEA,
even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How VAST is the sum of them!
Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.